Hi, I’m
Eddie.

How do you build a life you love when your body, your heart and your plans keep having other ideas?

I’m Eddie Solien, and I’m still working that one out.

I’m a proud Torres Strait Islander and Papua New Guinean man, living in Brisbane, with connections to Badu Island, Thursday Island and Tatana Village. I’m gay. I care deeply about culture, community and people getting a fair go. I also have a habit of pouring so much into other people that I forget I’m a person who needs looking after too.

I live with severe heart failure with left ventricular dysfunction, atrial fibrillation, autoimmune pancreatitis and type 2 diabetes. It’s a lot to put in an introduction. It’s a lot to live with, too. Behind those clinical words are the decisions about energy, the uncertainty, and the frustration of wanting to do more than my body can manage.

I’d love to tell you that illness made me endlessly wise and grateful. Sometimes it has made me more present. Sometimes I’ve just been scared, tired or angry. I can love my life and still find parts of it bloody hard.

Then there’s everything else. Heartbreak. Dating again. Family. Friendships. Learning that being needed and being loved aren’t always the same thing. Trying to set a boundary without immediately wanting to apologise for it. Apparently, knowing better and doing better are two separate jobs.

Culture and the ocean help me find my way back to myself. So does creating things I care about. I’m building a life that includes meaningful work, connection and room to breathe, even while I’m figuring out what that looks like.

That’s what I write about here. The things I’m proud of, the things that hurt, and the thoughts I’m still making sense of. If something on these pages makes you think, “Oh, thank God, it’s not just me,” then I’m glad we found each other.

I started this blog in 2023 as somewhere to put the thoughts that wouldn’t leave me alone. It’s become a conversation about health, love, culture, work and all the awkward places they meet. Some posts are tender. Some are frustrated. Some are me realising, halfway through writing, that I might need to take my own advice. Have a read. You don’t need to have your life sorted to be here.

Why I started building things of my own

Starting my own work wasn’t a tidy reinvention. I was learning as I went, staying up too late, and discovering that excitement doesn’t magically give you more energy. But there was something deeply satisfying about making something from my own ideas. Something I could put my values into and take responsibility for.

Cultural Nexus Indigenous Corporation

I started Cultural Nexus Indigenous Corporation because I wanted Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander people to have more say in the decisions affecting our lives. Governance, employment, procurement, the everyday decisions about who gets heard and who gets an opportunity. That’s where I wanted to put my energy.

CNIC grew out of my culture, lived experience and frustration, but also out of love. I care about what we build for our people. I want cultural knowledge and community voices to carry weight when decisions are made. Creating CNIC was my way of doing something with that conviction.

Indigenous Job Match

From that came Indigenous Job Match, a place to connect Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander job seekers with employment opportunities. I wanted to build something where our skills, ambitions and cultural identities could be visible together.

I care about what happens after someone gets the job, too. Being welcomed is a beginning. Being respected, listened to and supported to grow is what I want for our mob. That’s the expectation I bring to this work.

PNG Careers

I also created PNG Careers, supporting Papua New Guinean job seekers with opportunities and practical help with résumés and cover letters. With my own Papua New Guinean roots, this work sits close to home.

There’s a person behind every application, with experience, responsibilities and hopes that don’t always fit neatly onto a page. I want people to have support to tell their story and take their next step. That matters to me.

And yes, there’s my work at Cleanaway

Alongside building these ventures, I work as Cleanaway’s National Employment Pathways Specialist. Employment is a thread running through so much of my life. I care about the person trying to get started, the person changing direction, and the person who needs someone to recognise what they can bring.

I’m proud of the work I do. I’m also still learning how to care about it without giving every last piece of myself to it. Having purpose doesn’t make me immune to exhaustion. Building something meaningful doesn’t mean I’ve worked out how to balance everything.

So that’s where I am: working, creating, managing my health, and trying to leave room for a life outside all the things I do. I’ll be writing about that part, too.

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